Its Hard...

Its hard to make a change in the way that you do things. Today was an exceptional smooth day. Everything went smoothly. I went smoothly late ( the way I wanted it to) . The E maths paper today went smoothly through, although I didn't expect it that way. I went smoothly home, had a smooth favourite chicken rice from my favourite stall, and smoothly completed my starcraft missions with cheat codes. The only thing not smooth today was studying physics. There was alot more to study than I had anticipated.

I wrote notes for the first ten chapters of the books, then gave up. It was nerve wrecking to copy your own notes. You shouldn't be doing it the day before your examinations, at least. Today I though about how people struggle to make a difference. Alot of examples. But they all made the effort. Am I making an effort to make a difference? How many stories are heard of a guy who made a difference in his life alone to win a girl over? Am I one of them? Or... Will I be one of them? Metamorphosis Starts Friday.

Rain... Rain... Rain... They say if you love someone you'll let them go, if you love someone you'll respect their decisions, if you love someone you'll want them to be happy. How much of these have I done? Its not happiness to watch your beloved fall in love with someone else, its bad for the soul. Turns ur back against the light. Its not love. Its misery. Its torment. Its not nice.

"You Bunch Of Clowns! Must you make me scold you people on the first day of school? This is Victoria School, not Siglap Secondary School, so start acting like victorians!" - Mr. Maran