Screwing Up My Youth
I guess I'm very much screwing around with my days. I'm not studying for my prelims. I guess I'm really going down to hell. Today was Social Studies paper. I screwed it up! How cool is that. I studied Education, and Housing on the bus this morning. I told myself to look through Good Governance, but I was pretty much too tired to do anything but sleep on the bus. Guess what. The three questions that came out were Merger and Seperation, Industrial Revolution and Good Governance. Screwed it all up.
Ate a Giagantic breakfast at Siglap Centre McDonalds to cover all my misery, and dragged myself to Jolvin's house to play basketball. Off form. Couldn't even shoot in one. Guess I'm deproving after all. *Sigh* On the train back home, I sat on the floor with Edmund. My leg was in pain, and so was my back. I seriously forced food down today, breakfast and dinner.
After dinner, I passed Choon Kuat the Marianne Chong Book and took back my maths set. I wonder how people actually study that much. My Books are used for flipping through before exams. Besides that, I have no idea what they are used for. Tried to study today, but after like 8 questions I gave up, and did the rest of the questions in my head. Andrew's headphone's also broke on the bus. Goddamnit. Today is just not my day.
I have never though of my future. Someday maybe I will start thinking about it. I really should. And I got this insane haircut that all people will laugh at. Well, its all for a bigger plan. I really should start booting myself in my Metamorphosis Process. I've been dreaming too much. Its time to put some of those useless thoughts in to actions. Once I step in, there's no turning back. Its time to bite the bullet
If you don't know, I'm doing this all for Rain. As in, the main motivation for it at least. She will never leave my mind. I was thinking today, what if I meet her right now. What would I do. I guess I'll just act like I don't know her I guess. Reality bites, I don't want her to see me like this. Empty words. I'm just building castles in the sky ain't I?
Ate a Giagantic breakfast at Siglap Centre McDonalds to cover all my misery, and dragged myself to Jolvin's house to play basketball. Off form. Couldn't even shoot in one. Guess I'm deproving after all. *Sigh* On the train back home, I sat on the floor with Edmund. My leg was in pain, and so was my back. I seriously forced food down today, breakfast and dinner.
After dinner, I passed Choon Kuat the Marianne Chong Book and took back my maths set. I wonder how people actually study that much. My Books are used for flipping through before exams. Besides that, I have no idea what they are used for. Tried to study today, but after like 8 questions I gave up, and did the rest of the questions in my head. Andrew's headphone's also broke on the bus. Goddamnit. Today is just not my day.
I have never though of my future. Someday maybe I will start thinking about it. I really should. And I got this insane haircut that all people will laugh at. Well, its all for a bigger plan. I really should start booting myself in my Metamorphosis Process. I've been dreaming too much. Its time to put some of those useless thoughts in to actions. Once I step in, there's no turning back. Its time to bite the bullet
If you don't know, I'm doing this all for Rain. As in, the main motivation for it at least. She will never leave my mind. I was thinking today, what if I meet her right now. What would I do. I guess I'll just act like I don't know her I guess. Reality bites, I don't want her to see me like this. Empty words. I'm just building castles in the sky ain't I?
"After you've experienced so many broken relationships, there isn't pain anymore. You're left with the frozen hope that one day you'll find love." - Abigail / Caesar Chay
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