What I Wish On My Birthday...

Today's one of the worst birthday eve I've ever had. I took taxi to school with a guy who had no cash, which meant I'd to pay the entire taxi fare. I spent so much in shcool today, I realised I had drained 16 bucks out of my pocket. I'm not going to spend anymore, at least till the 20th. Physics paper was extremely demoralizing, made me feel that studying for physics is futile. The consoling factor was that everybody else thought so. So I guess I'm not the only one feeling out here. When I finished the papers I realised that my one sided creative earphones had broken. Wow. Now how great is that. The bus ride back home felt unusually jerky. But it was probably because I had a bad day.

Today's starcraft was a learning experience for me. Although the most powerful nations are founded on the hands of the strongest economies, the best defence is not neccesarrily economic defence. Diablo was especially fufilling, with myself getting serveral good unique items. Well, if life turns his back on me, I still have my games. Sad, but true, games are the only ones to keep me company sometimes. Tommorow marks the last day of rest before the Metamorphosis Process. I hope I follow through the course. Right up to the "O" levels. Its not easy. Its not the least bit easy.

I was posed the question, "Nick, what do you want for your birthday?" by Clara and Ren Jin. Well, I'll answer the question here. What I want? I want happiness. I want satisfaction. I want Joy. No one can give it to me. They are all priceless. They work hand in hand with each other. Without one, the other is not present. I have none of it. I want some. Give it to me, if you actually can. Above all, I want Rain. To me, Rain signifies all three. All three are present to give me Rain. Without Rain, all three to me are very much meaningless.

Tommorrow's the A maths examination. I better stop here.

"Eh Nick~! Pro anot. Pro right? Propanol ar~! Hiaaaa Hiaa Hia Hia" - Jolvin