Recent Thoughts...

Amabel. I have a confession to make. My feelings to you weren't really really very true the past few days. I have tried. I have, failed. I just couldn't stop thinking of Rain. I'm sorry things had to turn out this way. The thing is, we're still together right? People change, don't they? I just hope you can change me.

I asked myself. If now, right now, Rain were to come, right into my room, sit beside me and say," Nick. Its been awhile. Can we start from here?", right when I'm having a conversation with Amabel, who would I go with? Seriously speaking, I would still pick Rain over Amabel. Why? Maybe cause' I still in love with her. But, I cannot remain stagnant at that one place forever. That's why I need you, Am, to help me.

The star represents Amabel, the bedazzling image of a girl, sparkling with new light. Its new, I'm intrigued. The drop represents Rain, the bewildering image that I see in her, is still unknown to me. The image is virtual, cannot be seen or felt, but its good enough to keep you thinking about it for the next few hours.

God won't help me, Everyone else can't help me, I am unable to help myself, only you can help me Am. So please, I'm begging you, please do.

"We're going down. And you know that we're doomed. My deal with, Slow dancing in a burning room." Slow dancing in a Burning Room - John Mayer.