Emptiness...

I have that empty feeling inside of me. A gaping hole, a powerful vaccum that longs to be filled. Once, I though I had the answer. Someone to be with me, for better for worse, through thick and thin, but once I tried, I realised that it was not all what it seemed to be. Slowly, painfully and surely, I realised that I was just in love.

Rain, I throw myself off the cliff. Why? Because I know, when I'm with you, I can fly. Because you make me feel like I can fly. And I'm not ready to lose that feeling. Not now. Not yet.

To those people whom I know are angry with me :

Understand this. People don't have Your kind of money to splurge around on friends. SOME do not have enough to spend on themselves. LIkewise, you should also be able to understand that due to the immense amount of money that you are SPLURGING, I find it a waste . I advise SAVING up these extra dollars for future use, and not grumble about yourself not having a CHOICE laptop, because some people do not even have a laptop. Do reconsider the fact that although I may spend 5 dollars on a humongous plate of chicken rice, I DO NOT appreciate anything above $15 on desert. Let me explain why I do not want to go. Apart from the extravagant splurging on the Fondue, I do not want to go K-Box with people who DO NOT SING at K-Box. So thus, let me point out something to you, If I went, its would be You, Me, Clara and Jason. You and Jason WILL NOT sing, and its clara's first few times at "K". Its a room booked for 4 Hours you expect me to sing for 3 hr 45 min? I'm not a clown. Theres only one thing that will make a difference and turn the tables back up, and that is if u declare u like me. Then I will BEG AND GROVEL on my knees for FORGIVENESS, because. I know how you feel then.

"You might regret what you let slip away, like that geek in the pink." - Geek in the Pink