Friday. The Beginning of Hope. The Ending of Wisdom.

Someone onced said, "True Love Waits." Am I going to waste my entire youth on waiting for someone I'm not even sure she'll love me back? I don't know. If I get transported to the future, can I look upon my path and smile? Or look upon my path and dispair? Am I close? Rick Price's "Heaven Knows" says, "If you love her you got to set her free, and if she returns in kind, I'll know she's mine." I don't think I'm there. I'm not even close, I guess. Maybe my love will come back, someday, only heaven knows. And all I can do is hope and pray... Coz' heaven knows...

Work was bad today. Doreen was breathing up my neck every single second I was there. Today, there were alot of customers there, there was hardly any time to catch a breath. I'm becoming more and more familiar with the menu now, but my setting of the table is not improving. Its amazing how confused you can get when your supposed to remeber orders for 3 tables at once and stuff. Everybody's treating me better except Doreen. Got new jie's and stuff. Got Jie, Stacy Jie, Emily Jie. The chefs in the kitchen are pretty cool too. Making really neat stuff there.

Am I going to wait? I guess so. I just don't know how to tell Am.

"Coz' I miss you, body and soul, so strong, that it takes my breath away,
And I breathe you, into my hear and pray for the strength to stand today.
Coz' I love you, whether its wrong or right,
And though I can't be with you tonight, you know my heart is by your side." - Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One.