Losing Myself...

I'm losing myself, slowly, surely, steadily. Things are becoming really hectic around work these few days. I'm losing touch with what I've learnt in a day or two. Doreen's really scolding me now, but its now narrowed down to the settings. I've now improved on the way I handle my cakes, the picture on top is the shop's cake shelf. Kinda cool huh. We serve many different cakes, the more standard ones being Coconut cake, Chocolate Brownie cake, Cranberry Almond Cake, Baked Cheesecake, EggNog Cheesecake, Green Tea cake and Mixed Fruits and Nuts Cake.

Whats this feeling I'm getting? Am I missing Amabel? I think I'm super confused all of a sudden. Something's going really wrong. I can feel it, but I can't do anything, can I? Someone tell me something that I should do. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. Its scary all of a sudden. I losing my appetite, my concentration, my memory, myself.

"When you want it the most theres no easy way out,
When you're ready to go and ur heart's been left out,
Don't give up on your faith,
Love will come to those who believe,
And that's the way it is." - Celine Dion - That's The Way It Is.