My Pathetic Christmas.

After reading the post on Victor's blog, I decided that I would do my own post on Christmas. For me, Christmas is the time to put on the fake smile and say, " Merry Christmas, Everyone!~ ". I have no particular explanation to why I can put on 5 kilos in one day straight, but to me, Christmas is more to me than food. But I guess you're not going to believe me anyway.

As the years grew later, I realised that I got less and less presents. To me as a child, that was extremely traumatic. Coz' Christmas meant presents, of course. As I grew older and older, I begun to get used to it. Till now, if I received more than 5 Christmas presents I would be quite the bit satisfied. It doesn't matter to me now.

My Christmas is pathetic. Pathetic pathetic pathetic. It means that I have to meet people that I don't want to see. Say things that I don't mean. And do things that I never really needed to do for reasons that I don't even know. I have no idea that people can give me chocolate, year after year, and expect me to be happy. For your info. I don't appreciate people giving me food because I'm overweight. I don't appreciate sweets that come as presents. On top of that. I do not like chocolate. I detest chocolate. Chocolate is only used as an energy supplement, that's final.

Since I'm here I might as well tell you wad I don't want for presents on any occasion. I don't appreciate sweets or chocolates. Give me a box of tissues and I will appreciate it more. I don't like people to give me Maplestory prepaid cards. If I need a-cash I will buy it on my own, thank you. A handkerchief would be much better, at least I have some use for that. Other than The two stated above, I guess anything else would be good. But try not to give me a photo frame. It gives the feeling of being cheapskate.

Well. I must say. God gave me a really nice christmas present this year. He answered this question for me : Why Couldn't You Give Her To Me ? He spent 2 years trying to keep me away from her, but he realised that I was over-infatuated with her. Then he sent me someone else special. He answered in a lesson I learnt. " Maybe you're not ready for a relationship. "

This isn't the end. Its just the start of another rocky road. And I don't mean the Ice Cream.

" You are not a special or unique snowflake. You are the same decaying matter as everyone else. " - Tyler Durden - Fightclub.