I'm only happy when it rains.

Friday, March 16, 2007

Brotherhood.

During the short moments of the past days, I've watched 300 and Stomp the Yard. It makes me realize how much I didn't cherish my brothers. "Can you raise your shield? Can you raise it up high enough to protect your fellow Spartans' neck? The neck is our only weak point. In the Spartan army, the soldier next to you watches your back. You defend him, as he defends you. You have a good thrust, but I cannot let you join my army," said King Leonidas. Are not brothers like that? you fight, but you also watch the next person's back. "Its not about you. Its about us. We are a team. Its about the team." DJ's brother said that. He said it before he died on the way back from the battle. Its not so much about being the playa. Its about being a playa with the team. I'll try to put more on the team, when I play soccer, basketball or dota.

I've been going out with Cassy and Kenny a lot lately. They act like a couple, even though they are not. Save holding hands. Actually. I feel good for them. I detest the way Godwin handles Cassy. He treats her like trash. For goodness sake, If you don't like her, don't make her put up with you shit. I think you're an asshole. Maybe not. But from the way I see it? You are a perfect one.

You know I don't care if Kenny goes with Cassy. But somehow Cassy's bubbles reminds me of Rain. I think when you frown you remind me of her. It pains to see her so near, yet so far. Its irritating, heart-aching and noob. Its all about her. Its depressing, demoralizing. Cassy's question was, "Have you tried asking her out?" My reply was like this, "Don't need la. Its a Confirm no." Sad, sad, sad and true. For her, its like, "huh?"

Cassy, thanks for getting me that rock and repairing someones earrings for me. I really appreciate having you as a friend. Even though I always tease you and you always act cute, I think I can safely say I can say you understand what it feels like to be in love with a wooden plank. Thanks. Any piece of advice I can give you? Follow your heart. If your heart is confused? Follow your heart still. Its better living a life without your favourite stuff, than living without love. Don't regret when you turn back on yesterday.

Kenny, I don't blame you for being an atheist. Although we have our likes and dislikes, Its better not to be open to it. Don't say Muhammad is a noob in front of a Muslim. Likewise. I hope even if we have our differences, we don't let it come in between us. If you don't know, I hate Malays. But I try not to go around and tell every Malay I hate him right?

Something came up. It always does. Everytime I get used to my fucked up situation in life. Someone has to come in and fuck it up all over again. I asked you. You took a whole month to respond. Its not your fault. I know. But I can't really say I love you all the same. Can I? After all, I been given one whole month to think about it. Love is an impulse, my dear. Its a chance. Its an opportunity. you let it out loose. I might just never return, you might not even see each other again.
A Friend's Love says: " If you ever need anything, I'll be there."
True Love says: " You'll never need anything; I'll be there." - Rain's Blog
Rain, you cannot imagine how much I want to say to you, " You'll never need anything; I'll be there."

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