I'm only happy when it rains.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Tell Me Good.

Its hard to force it down that God loves you during hard times. Even now. I have problems believing that myself. Everyone has their own problems. And we each have our own way of solving it. I feel that's also what makes us unique. I feel that there is little love in left in the world. The closest person to you is also the one whose sword, takes the least time to reach you, and hits you the hardest.

That's why I guess I remain that few can say that they are my friend, because, how much could you possibly know about me? I favour pain, and thus endurance. Its just like me to throw on an extra load on my back, or squeeze the blood out of the wound. Inflict more pain, to feel the burn. To belittle the present pain that I carry.

It doesn't always work out well. I remember the time when I tore my ligament. I limped home, and started massaging it. It was painful. I thought it was all worth it. Until the doctor told me," You massaged it, and it swelled. I just drew out 75ml of fluid from it." Smacked into reality. I aggravated the injury for it to worsen by approximately 3 times worse than it should be.

We will always face diffculties in life.

Rain, If your family doesn't support you, stand strong, plant your feet firmly into the ground. Its ok to cry. If your family doesn't support you, God will. If you don't believe God does? I do. Its their loss anyway, if they don't treasure you.

The roses in her hand cried for help as she gripped them tighter and tighter. The little pony moaned, creaked and groaned as if tortured under her immense weight. - Free Descriptive

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