For Once. For the very first time. I felt you were there. It was so real. The soft warmness of your smoothness of your hand. The light smile on your face. You were happy, when you were with me. I felt a kind of happiness words couldn't describe. I was on the top of the world, holding your left hand. walking on a stretch of road I wish didn't have to end. We were like peas and carrots. Then. I woke up.

Can you believe how I felt today?

Au Revoir Mademoiselle

What am I to do, a young man astray
For my faith is lost, you kept me at bay
You know I loved you, you know I cared
You know I’d talk to you, whenever I dared
Alas my time is up, I say in a song
Should I stay put, or move along
I’m tearing apart, my life in despair
I can’t believe this, this is simply not fair
I don’t want to say, goodbye or farewell
You’re the only thing, that makes my heart swell
Alas it’s time, I bid you adieu
So please remember me, as I would remember you

- in memory of Rain -