People Change.

I just went on maple. Just to see Jolvin, one of the few good buddies I have in secondary school left. As I went on, I traveled an approximate 1 hour to see him. And all I got was a black face, telling me he died whilst replying my message. Take that I haven't spoken to him for at least 4 months. I missed crapping to him, rattle on and on with his online buddies, and so I went to see him. Great this just spoiled the end of my day. Thanks a lot buddy. I re-patched my maple for that sole purpose.

I broke up with Am. Am was never the talkative person. She always kept quiet, keeping to herself, most of the time only talking to me. As I was on maple, I could see a change in her. She became aggressive. Something I have never seen in her. Well, she's still wearing our wedding ring; It says a lot. I just hope she's happy, and that this heartache would go away.

Of all that's happened the past few days, I realize how lucky I am, to be who I am. Always remember, you may not be good at certain things. We just have to find out what we are really good at. In the end, we spend half our life finding what we're good at. We may be just stuck at a point where we really need passion for the things we're doing. Well, passion, I find, is something you have or you don't. You can't buy passion, you don't grow it, inculcate it, develop it, attain it. Don't fret over a bad test. Strive to do better. If your passion is not for the subject, it could just be the passion of getting better results that pulls your marks up.

So long as you try. And try. And try again.

Sometimes I no longer want to continue in the masquerade. But if you want me to, I'll play that part for life.

"Even enemies can show respect" - Troy