To Cass.

For a moment. You felt that it was a complete waste of time. Almost a whole year wasted on him. Pathetic right? When you could have your guys. Plenty of guys were waiting for you. Yet you chose him.

I quote from my earlier post,

Sometimes I've the feeling I've been too harsh on people. My church mates. My net mates. My brothers. I even feel that I've been to harsh on Godwin. I mean, I don't even know who you are and I criticize you twenty-four seven. I despised you when you could only buy Cassy a chocolate for Valentines. But then again. You had only two dollars with you. Technically, you spent all you had on Cassy. That's a hundred percent. I with like a thousand bucks in my bank, couldn't give something nice to Rain on Valentines. Ahh, well. I hereby eat back all the insults I threw at Godwin. I am no better.

We are often blinded by the false truths in the world. What is beautiful, what isn't. What's good, what isn't. Most of it is due to the company we mix in, we derive the word truth, from the word, community.

I detest the way Godwin handles Cassy. He treats her like trash. For goodness sake, If you don't like her, don't make her put up with your shit. I think you're an asshole. Maybe not. But from the way I see it? You are a perfect one.

Opinions change over time. Fire dies down. Passion is killed. But Love never fails. True love never fails. Whilst the world gets drunk on your sorrow, stay sober and not make decisions out of anger, or what-so-ever unimportant reason. You should know by now, its quite childish, and we usually regret such decisions later.

I'm not saying He's right by doing something hurtful to you. But follow your hear. You have a will stronger than anyone else. Fight for what you think is right.

"When you want it the most theres no easy way out,
When you're ready to go and ur heart's been left out,
Don't give up on your faith,
Love will come to those who believe,
And that's the way it is." - Celine Dion - That's The Way It Is.