Nothing Left to Say.

I've nothing more to say. Everything that has to be done has to be done. I'm so blinded by the crooked ethics of the world, that I can't even see where I'm stepping on. Every one of those television serials, all those dramas, all those stories, they tell you that true loves waits. They tell you that true loves never fails, that they will always, god-damned, live happily ever. I swear, I god-damn swear, that I'll protect you, whatever the circumstances, whatever I have to do, what I have to sacrifice, I will. I swear, I god-damn swear, that I'll love you, with all that I am. I'll care, like I never did before. I'll never dare to say it to you in person, because at that, I'm nothing but a coward.

But even though I say all these things, and I know you have read it, it doesn't matter to you, does it?

I'm sorry I think so much. But thats the way I am. Maybe you say I'm just worrying for nothing. I hope so too.