Lies.

I guess my emotions got a little out of hand this morning I guess. But I was feeling really really emo. Well, put it this way, I just had a cup of bitter coffee just after I ate a scoop of really sweet ice-cream. I hate dreams. I just felt so happy. Then everything slams back in. I just wish I could just say it out here. Even so, I can't. Its so hard trying to translate everything to a point where its hard to read. I just wish you would just say something. All I can say is that its a dream about you.

I'm still counting. 21 days tomorrows.

I'm still quite hit by the culture shock in the class. I'm just not meant for this. I realize that I'm spouting nonsense, but I'm sorry, I'm really confused, really really confused. Maybe I shouldn't blog either. I don't know.