Trying to Keep Posting.
Today was your ordinary, normal bad day. Nothing spectacular, just that the fact remains that your day remains bad. Waking up to a bad start was a bad thing, then one by one everything just piles in. When you're late, time flies, and everything seems to be a step slower than you want it to be. The train seems so slow, the distance from the station to the classroom increases, but the time just keeps running.
I stepped in to class late, and there was the teacher and the teachers boss. Well, I was last to enter class, feeling ever so embarrassed. I was the only one to raise up my hand when asked who doesn't believe in doing my part. I think we are amazed to see people who put up their hand when asked the "save the earth" question. I shan't put up my arguments now, I don't think I really want to list them out.
Faizah, you baddie. =( After all those stuff, you still think I disagree with every word you say.
I can just walk into CPPA practical without knowing anything and walk out without knowing a single thing more. I really don't want to find my future with a valve turning, time measuring job. I need to like study so I can really choose my own future. I don't want to slog my guts out on a job I don't like. Anyway, why am I thinking about this stuff, its not like I care anyway.
Playing cards, sitting next to you, yet you seem so damn far away. Probably because of the way you act towards me. Some say don't worry. Other say give up. I'm caught in the middle. Sigh. It sorts of kills me, softly. The past few days have been really happy days, when I read your replies. Suddenly its all gone cold. Ice cold.
Everyone's studying so hard, everyone's so busy, everyone's zooming past me, and I'm at a sedentary point in my life. I'm not moving forward in any way. Sigh. Everyone has done their tutorials except me. I don't know what to say. I just wanna escape. Escape from everything.
I stepped in to class late, and there was the teacher and the teachers boss. Well, I was last to enter class, feeling ever so embarrassed. I was the only one to raise up my hand when asked who doesn't believe in doing my part. I think we are amazed to see people who put up their hand when asked the "save the earth" question. I shan't put up my arguments now, I don't think I really want to list them out.
Faizah, you baddie. =( After all those stuff, you still think I disagree with every word you say.
I can just walk into CPPA practical without knowing anything and walk out without knowing a single thing more. I really don't want to find my future with a valve turning, time measuring job. I need to like study so I can really choose my own future. I don't want to slog my guts out on a job I don't like. Anyway, why am I thinking about this stuff, its not like I care anyway.
Playing cards, sitting next to you, yet you seem so damn far away. Probably because of the way you act towards me. Some say don't worry. Other say give up. I'm caught in the middle. Sigh. It sorts of kills me, softly. The past few days have been really happy days, when I read your replies. Suddenly its all gone cold. Ice cold.
Everyone's studying so hard, everyone's so busy, everyone's zooming past me, and I'm at a sedentary point in my life. I'm not moving forward in any way. Sigh. Everyone has done their tutorials except me. I don't know what to say. I just wanna escape. Escape from everything.
In the dead of the night
What a terrible silence
Of the voices within our minds
Are we helpless and tired of trying
So help me oh heaven
Tear down all the walls
Keep me safe with my own deviceThe Fire Fight - Fires at Night
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7:42 PM
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