Promises.

Fuck. I broke a whole bunch of promises today. Lets start with one at roughly 12.30am last night, when I broke a promise to take a bath before I fall asleep on the bed. Then in the morning, I broke a promise to go running today. In maple, I broke a promise to collect 300 jr. pepe's fishes for someone, and a promise to level up by today. Then I broke a promise to do the housework today. If anyone has a request to learn how to break promises, you're welcome to have me as a private tutor.

Well, there's a whole bunch of stuff I'm yet to do, and tasks unfulfilled. I just don't know where to begin.

I think I'll go work with Jia Hong at Airport ba. 950 per month + 2-3 hundred of allowances a month as well. Shyan Juang's encouraging me to go for it as we speak. Well, I guess I'll go for the interview once Chinese New Year's over.

Speaking of which, she's blabbering on and on of how powerful she would be, if she was in bleach, or in One-Piece. Well, she sure can imagine, can't she? She wants me to work for her then too. Haha. Sure thing gal. Oh my nnp.(Victor doesn't want me to say God, because its blasphemous, goodness because it refers to God, and fuck because its vulgar, so it has to be oh my neh neh pok.) She says betrayal is punishable by death.

Today went to vivo with Jason and renjin Jing Jing. I was bored at home so I went out to find them. Then it wasn't much better, at first I was eating cookies at subway, then went went to Carl's Jr. to have dinner. With my new advancement in fast food entertainment, Thriple Western Bacon Cheese burger with Chilli beef cheese fries. As I was doing something else, I ate slowly and I almost wasn't able to finish. I know you'll go like "Omg~~ Nick's full~! Omg Omg" but hello, I'm human.

Then we went window shopping and as usual when Jing Jing's aroind we tease her with whatever's in a shop. So yeah, there was a guy thong, then I say I'd buy it for her. Lucky she said like no, so I don't actually have to buy it. Its bloody ex, for a minute piece of cloth. Bata at Vivo city doesn't have my size, like what the hell. So I have to go to Peninsulwa to buy although i can't wait to go Peninsula of Malaysia to buy more stuff, I'm still looking forward to the June trip to Thailand for shopping. That's the real reason I'm working.

There's this Jap Song from D.Gray-Man that I really like, its lyrics are really encouraging. Here it is.

To the Next Part of Your Dream

In the light that spills out from a gap in the clouds, that seemed so dazzling

I suddenly held my hand up over my head, my weaknesses seeming to be transparent

Just by being envious, I would always pretend to give up
But my feelings rage, so I'm again lead astray

Everyone gets frustrated
But all you can do is just move on, with your own two feet
I wander about and worry too, when I'm like that
I wonder what sort of future will have?

Destroy that interfering unease
Break it apart, with your hands that are clenched into fists
Carve in that pain, yes, dive into it
The next part of your unending dream

It looks like I've lost sight of what reality is
And whether or not the path that I choose is right or not

When I carry myself in a cheerful manner, loneliness crosses over
What sort of face is the real me making?

People can't help but be sad
Seeking something, I continue to search
Struggling like that, yet surely
You'll cut through to the future that you will have

Don't stand still, and lose your way
Somewhere, we're certainly connected
Don't run away, just quietly touch your hopes
In the next part of your unending dream

The things that that I'm desperately holding fast to
My uselessly expanding pride
And everything, at this point
I'm going to try and throw it all away
And then, try starting all over again

Everyone gets frustrated
But all you can do is just move on, with your own two feet
I wander about and worry too, when I'm like that
I wonder what sort of future will have?

Destroy that interfering unease
Break it apart, with your hands that are clenched into fists
Carve in that pain, yes, dive into it
The truth is, you believe in yourself more than that
To the next part of your unending dream