Kryptonite.

Nick feels retarded. For the few times in his life. There seems too be too many slip ups, too many accidents and somehow everything's going downhill. A recent quiz I did earlier showed that I'm domineering and histrionic. I need some motivation to go on.

What seemed very much like a do-able project turned out to be much more than what I expected. I need to get past the first stage. The rest of the reactions seem to be the easy ones. Its the first few that really get on my nerves. And just when Chee Geng left, the lab had to close for a month. That really sucks.

Somehow I wonder if there really is this, "You reap what you sow". It works sometimes and doesn't the next. I need some like superpower to pick me up and place me back on my feet. I need to find kryptonite.