I will not burst like a bubble. I will not burst like a bubble. I will not burst like a bubble. I will not burst like a bubble. I will not burst like a bubble. I will not burst like a bubble. I will not burst like a bubble. I will not burst like a bubble. I will not burst like a bubble. I will not burst like a bubble. I will not burst like a bubble. I will not go back to who I once was. I will not destroy my present self. I will not cause harm to another. I will not stop. I will not cry.

I'm just sorry you had to feel this way about me. If I was too nice. I apologize. I was never actually a very nice person. Just that, I met you at a point of time that I was desperately trying very hard to start afresh. I'm sorry I wrote the earlier post down. For all my wrongdoings. I apologize now. I'll make myself scarce.

Friends.

Its real sad, Cass. That you can say : "Ya. Not at all." Its sad that when you said I'm going to the gym everyday, then on certain days. Now? I bet you don't know the rules that apply to the gym. Its sad when I promised you that I would go with you, then in the end, instead of me not going, you didn't. Its sad that when we said we were going to lose weight, become babes and hunks, and you didn't bother to do anything about it. Dare to say? Dare to do.

You know what's the saddest thing? You're a traitor of the heart. Judas. See some cute guy and just go for it. Sorry to say this, but the first word that comes to my mind, is "slut". There were a million guys that wanted you, you chose Godwin. Everyone told you to give up Godwin, he sucks, he's this, he's that. You persevered. You told us that you loved him. Then, I really thought you did. You shed the million over tears for a guy whom you gave up for a cheap thrill. That really is sad. Judas.

Disappointed Cassandra. You Disappoint me. "It doesn't matter anymore. Does it?" "No. Not at all." Just fucking hear yourself.

Metamorphosis.

Its Vic's birthday. I bought him a Zinc Bag, a lava lamp and laptop ventilation balls. I hope he enjoyed it. I really don't care now, if nobody likes me, nobody cares about me. I fall, I will pick myself up. I don't need external help, I don't need the helping hand. I just wanna stand on my own two feet. Coz' if you do, you'll realize that you're standing taller than the rest.

To all the girls that I've liked before but rejected me or whatsoever, I swear by my dead body that I will make you ALL regret it. I mean it. I'm going to push myself to the limits. And this time, it'll work. I swear I will make you all regret. My metamorphosis has already begun. Watch me break out of my cocoon.

Besides that, I'm really beginning to get love sick. Shit. I wish so hard I could just see her again.

Happy Birthday Simon~!!

Henceforth, Simon will be known as Cye-mon'. *scratches disc*

Sometimes.

Sometimes, I wonder if you people care about me. It makes me feel kinda lonely for a moment.

Sometimes, I wonder why you people treat me the way you guys do. It makes me feel quite shunned.

Sometimes, I wonder when you people will understand who is with you. It makes me feel a little transparent.

Sometimes, I wish you two could just tell me when you don't want me around. It makes a fool out of me.

Sometimes, I wonder, do you remember? It's as if I'm nothing more than a bad memory.

Sometimes, I wonder if she still takes me as a living person. I feel no better than an animal.

Sometimes... Sometimes I just don't want to care. But it doesn't mean anything.

If its about the eye candy, then I've got nothing to say.

A New Story.

Thus and Henceforth, Jason the Mighty Mouse would now be known as Biggie Cheese, Matthew as MMMMM Yong, which stands for Mister Mentor for the Media Ministry : Matthew. I shall address him as M5 for short. Michelle as M_Limph Biskut [with or without krim]. I'm still thinking of names. Like M.C. Chicken Skin for myself [M.C. Ji Pi]. Oh. Ren Jin will also be known as DJ RJ. If she wants to change it to another name or remove it, always remember that you have to be in proper attire. Pants for guys, Skirts for girls.

You don't know how much I miss you, Rain Xin Hui.

Sometimes. I look at myself. And Wonder. Why don't I move. Why do everybody live such perfect lives. They don't have everything they want, but they are happy. And I've everything I want, but feel So empty inside. I just want a hug. I just want somebody to hold my had all the way back home.