Victors got a new girlfriend, that means everyone in the house has a potential life partner. That's good. :) Si Min came to my house just now for dinner, and I kept teasing Victor the whole time! So bad of me right, yeah, I know. My girlfriend thinks so too. Ah well, all for good fun. She was like editing victors photos for him, and adding weird effects to his face, and screwing around. Then they went in the room to "Study". *ahem*

Second Anniversary is coming soon, Ahhh! Must think of what to do and where to go and stuff. But I just wanna spend time with her and stuff. Nothing else really matters much. I just wanna hug her and go to sleep. She's comfy.

But lately you've not been yourself haven't you? You've been dredging up the past, talking about emotional stuff a whole lot more than often, but I wanna tell you that I love you, and I wanna be there for you always. Because down where you'll always find me, you'll always have a shoulder to cry on, the strength to carry on, someone you can talk to when you need one, a place to go when you don't have one. Although sometimes commitments are burdensome and it takes time from you, you can be sure that your well-being is still first on my list. When I say I'll give up the world for you, it doesn't mean I have the whole world to give up, it means that even if I have to give up the whole world, I would.

I love you, and I always will.

You stole my first kiss. That makes you everything to me, and that makes me wanna do everything and anything to make this happen. Sometimes I really feel incompetent and stuff, especially when I'm feeling down, but all it takes is a smile from you, and its all gone. Because to be loved, is like feeling the warmth of the sun in your eyes, and that takes away all my sadness and sorrow. I love you dearest. =)

Wow. I'm like not enjoying life as an eighteen-year old boy. I'm sunburnt, tired. Well, I did enjoy my eighteenth birthday, lots of people, lots of presents. Thanks for all the presents, people! I did enjoy every single one of them.

Lets recall what I got for my eighteenth birthday.

4 T-shirts.
3 Boxes of Ferrero Rocher, one big one medium one small.
1 Semi-formal shirt from Topman.
1 Jacket from Flexor.
1 Set of One Piece Handphone Chains.
1 Box of Sweets and Goodies.
1 Set of Basketball Jersey and Shorts.
1 Handphone Chain.
2 Bars of Chocolates.
1 Nike Basketball.
1 Red and Black Sweater.
1 Chopper Plushie.
1 SE G900.
1 Girlfriend. :)

The top don't really matter to me, just the last one. She's like everything to me now. I love you, dear. I hope I can make you really really happy, forever and ever. =)

Stuff that makes my day :

1. Her smile.
2. Nasi Lemak from downstairs my house.
3. Her yawn.
4. Lots and lots of people around me.
5. Presents !
6. Her presence.
7. Phone chatting !
8. Gossiping.

The list goes on.

Wow.

I'm eighteen already.

I feel old.

Sunshine

I was at Judy and Danny's Wedding the other time, and was really busy helping out with their stuff. Reception and stuff, I'm learning stuff about organizing weddings. Maybe one day it will come in handy, for my own, to help my friend, whichever so.

Out of the many lines spoken in the wedding, I remember these lines the most vividly:

We're always looking for the perfect guy,
And we're always looking for the perfect girl.
In the end, we end up with a less than perfect guy,
And a less than perfect girl.
But its only a less than perfect guy,
And a less than perfect girl,
that can make perfect love.
Because love seeks its perfection,
In imperfection.

Patient, kind, never envious, never boastful, never proud, not rude, not self seeking, not easily angered, never recording wrongs, does not delight in evil but in the truth, always protects, always trust, always hopes and always perseveres. Love never fails.

Suddenly I feel a wave of incompetence. I hope I can do this.

I'd had rather love and not lived than not loved at all.

Hong Kong Mong Kong.

I've been thinking about you ;

The way you say "Go and die." when I say a whole line of cheezy stuff ;

The way you say "I don't know." when you want something ;

The way you say " 人懂啦。" when I say I love you ;

The way you say "I don't want talk to you already ah." when you want me to start talking ;

The way you say "Boyfriend, you damn wicked." to remind me that I'm to be your perfect guy ;

There's are a billion things about you, some you know, some you don't. Its these little little things that make you in to the person you are. Without your "Pig la you.", things won't be just the same, won't it? All the good points and bad points, I accept you for who you are.

You're perfect in imperfection. Remember that.
If you're still in a bad mood. Remember that if you're not perfect, you still are in my eyes.



P.S. I Love You.

My Pretty Catch.

Hee hee. Thats my pretty catch for everyone to see. Cute right? Well. Its going to be one month soon, and I'm really stressing out on what to do on our anniversary. Well, I've some thoughts in mind but its not going to come out here, lest she sees it. Right dear? It won't be much of a surprise anymore won't it?

Yesterday she came to my area and we bought muffins~! Six in fact, Blueberry, Strawberry, Cranberry, Banana Walnut, Chocolate Chip and Cheese. Then we bought egg tarts, the one downstairs my house. All of them famous stuff. Well Wendy don't get jealous, coz' I know where the good stuff is. Wahahaha.

Then went to cook for dear, Unagi and Campbell Soup, and Fuselli and White Sauce. Nice ma dear? I know my cooking is terrible but spare me a bit okay? No close up picture. Don't look la. Damn disgusting.


And thanks dear, for all the encouragements, all the scolding, and just for being on the phone, "feeling each other's presence". Well, you're the best thing the has happened to me yet, and I hope you will be the best thing to me forever. Haha. So cheezy.

Shopping was a chore. Skin deep presents and a choice of words kills when you least expected it. Its not the price, its the heart that counts right? You killed the poor girl you know, I'm half enraged and half sympathetic for her. Its digusting. Its like seeing that racoon skinned alive. Its not nice.

Maybe one day I hope we all have love everlasting, and adversities neverending, where the tough get tougher and the weak drag people down with them. I hope we don't throw our dignity away for love, or any such other thing. Coz' somehow I feel it just shows how weak one really can be.

On a lighter note, people should start having gotten my invitations for my birthday chalet. I hope the people I invite can come, coz' I think its quite alot of people for one chalet. Well given me, I'd rather the company more than anything else. Presents are a different thing. Don't go over the budget will do just fine and try very hard not to give me foodstuff. I AM NOT A HUNGRY PERSON. Please don't give me stuff on my wish list, they are very expensive. Thanks.

I need to confirm who's coming on the first day and the second day, I've two days at the chalet. Well, personal preference. Well, people are already booking me on the second day. Well, see how la.