Monday BLUES.

I'm fat. I know that I'm fat. But that doesn't mean that I like to eat all food, it doesn't mean that when you offer me your food, or your leftovers, I am going to eat it. It doesn't mean that when you pass as pack of sweets around and it goes past me, THAT I ATE IT. I'm not a pig.

Certain teachers should just give up teaching if they are going to just going to READ OFF THE SLIDES. If the notes are wrong, PRINT US A NEW ONE, because you sent them for printing. When the class is not listening, ITS NO JOKE. We are Singapore students, which means that we have lots of pressure and shit to learn, IT DOESN'T MEAN WE STUDIED CHROMATOGRAPY IN SECONDARY SCHOOL. We have not much time left for our personal life, WE DON'T HAVE TIME TO FIND ANALYTICAL CHEMISTRY TEXTBOOKS TO READ. A couple of hours in between lessons isn't time to get a life, ITS A WASTE OF TIME. We are not researchers, even if you have been one, SATURDAY ISN'T TIME TO DO FYP.

On a lighter note, THIS ISN'T A JOKE AR.

Weird Dream

I had a wierd dream last night: I was with a certain someone that I didn't think I would be with, and I was relatively happy.

I woke up, and I pondered why did I have that dream.

Weird.

Its not that I don't like her, its just that I'd never imagine myself to be with her.

Tired.

Right now, if I could bother to write a letter to God, it would be something like this.

Dear God,

1. I'm very very tired.
2. Why does everything work out, but nothing work out fine?
3. Life sucks. Do You?
4. Why is it that the best part of the day for me is watching the sunset?
5. I need more time.
6. I need a break.
7. Why are people like that?
8. I'm lonely.
9. I'm the direct opposite of perfect; to say that I'm imperfect is a huge compliment.
10. Please explain to me why I want/need the answers to the above 9 statements/questions.

love(less),
Nick

Isn't writing letters in point form alot easier? Its more direct, and you don't get to forget what you were thinking.

Clarity
John Mayer



I worry, I weigh three times my body
I worry, I throw my fear around
But this morning, there's a calm I can't explain
The rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

By the time I recognize this moment
This moment will be gone
But I will bend the light, pretend that it somehow lingered on
Well all I got's

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will pay no mind
That it won't and it won't because it can't
Because it just can't
It just can't
It's not supposed to

Was there a second of time that I looked around?
Did I sail through or drop my anchor down
Was anything enough to kiss the ground?
And say I'm here now and she's here now

Ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

So much wasted in the afternoon
So much sacred in the month of June
How bout you

And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will pay no mind
When it won't and it won't
Because it won't
And I will waste no time
Worried 'bout no rainy weather
And I will waste no time
Remaining in our lives together

Gawd I hope this works out for me.

Thanks for helping me with that heavy load.

Even as I rushed everything through as fast as I can, I went down to feel nothing but emptiness, coz the sky was dark, and you were gone. Again.

Neon
John Mayer



When sky blue gets dark enough
To see the colors of the city lights
A trail of ruby red and diamond white
Hits her like a sunrise

She comes and goes and comes and goes
Like no one can

Tonight she's out to lose herself
And find a high on Peachtree Street
From mixed drinks to techno beats it's always
Heavy into everything

She comes and goes and comes and goes
Like no one can
She comes and goes and no one knows
She's slipping through my hands

She's always buzzing just like
Neon, neon
Neon, neon
Who knows how long, how long, how long
She can go before she burns away

I can't be her angel now
You know it's not my place to hold her down
And it's hard for me to take a stand
When I would take her anyway I can

She comes and she goes
Like no one can
She comes and she goes
She's slipping through my hands

She's always buzzing just like
Neon, neon
Neon, neon
Who knows how long, how long, how long
She can go before she burns away, away.

She comes and she goes
Like no one can
She comes and she goes
She's slipping through my hands

She's always buzzing just like
Neon, neon
Neon, neon
Who knows how long, how long, how long
She can go before she burns away

Love Song For No One
John Mayer

Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Get here

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
Oh no way

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I'm so tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I'm so tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me

Even though the sky's grey, littered with thick clouds that foretell rain, my rooms still terribly saturated with your colour. Though I no longer am happy when it rains, I smile, deep down within.

The sunset today reminded me much of you, coz' you've never been a sunshine in my life; you never smiled much. But the gloomy turn of the sky from pink to blue, turned my bright green room and all its objects to different shades of blue. I'm not trying to say that you've turned my world blue; its nothing but, saturated with your colour.

Random.

I want a name Niki, or Nichole, cause it sounds cool for a girl.

Need to get started on my Shit. and compile all my NMR and stuff like that, its getting irritating. AND I THINK I MIXED UP MY ESTERS WITH MY ACID. Omg. Die. I'm too scared to ask Ken Lee for advice coz' I know I will tio nag from him de. Then hor, all the back log haven't clear, and the presentation I don't really know how to do...

I wonder who reads this blog anyway.

Good luck to the both of you! May you two not end up like me. lol.